Anger - An integral part of Me.

Every night, when I lay on my bed to ward off all evil things I did the whole day; from my mind, the all new things come into my mind, making my mind more active than when in the boring lectures. I know retrospection is important but not when you already are an insomniac and need a tight sleep.

Last night, the same usual thing happened again (that bloody activeness). What all happened during the day was moving through my glued eyes as if some 'Avatar' is going on. One scene caught my 'eye'. "Clash of Titans".
I had a bad fight with someone 'close'. Nah! it was not war of words. I seldom do that. But yeah it was a cold war. Why. All because of my cool Anger.

These fights had become normal dealings for me. Never tried to control them. (But always felt guilty inside and cried when alone). And now they were overpowering me.
 Anger went on to become the worst half of me. To add to misery, Ego was always there standing tall and smiling at the fragile me. These two close brothers were ruining me. They were making me hollow both from inside and of course outside. Actually Anger is the mother of Ego. The person who suffers from anger has to have the disease of ego too. They cannot be separated.
Frustration is the other parent of Anger. The expectations give rise to frustration which in turn give rise to anger. So you see they all are so closely knitted.

“Whatever is begun in anger ends in shame.”

So after understanding all this I needed the guidance. But Where. So, I thought 'Be your own Master'.
 The 'behave your self' is still under construction. Lets see where it goes. "Better do than say" is the word.

Wish me luck.

“For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.”

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