Thoughts.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Won the Game.

Today I am so happy.
Today is the day I let go of my Ego and saved one relation from getting broken. I was the one who initiated it. A big deal for this burdened donkey.
This is the first time I went out of the 'Lakshman Rekha' I built around myself and surprisingly no 'Ravan' came in my way and harmed me. In contrary, I am actually feeling good and feel like dancing and hopping all over the place.
But as it is the first time I do feel some obligation in one corner of my mind as it is not easy to just fall so down off your mountain of ego. Actually I feel that I shouldn't have done this. Was it right to leave your self-respect in the bin. Was it the win over ego or the falling of self-respect? I am confused. Need to retrospect. Hope this confusion clears.
Again, Hope for the Best and Live for the Worst.


Wish me Luck.


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