Thoughts.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Back on the Hellroad.

I thought that may be I am into abandoning this blog because for a long time I hadn't gone through a session when I needed to cry profusely, for a long time I hadn't come into a position where I could not make a decision. But it seems now, Saumya and problems are sisters since eternity. After a long time I am again in the neck-deep marsh where a single wrong decision could spoil my coming few years. I thought may be God had stopped punishing me, but the world knows Bad days are sure to come and snatch away all single moments of joy you had and leave you with the longings and memories of good days.
Sometimes, Human mind/heart seem very fascinating to me. He knows that joy and sorrow are the two faces of the same coin but still he tries to prove it wrong. He knows that a particular thing is wrong but still he gets attracted to it. This is the might of God, maybe to keep humans under his control, He plays out such tactics with them. Or is it this characteristic of him which makes him "Human" !
Whatever it is, better leave it unexplored because the more you try to understand it the deeper it gets.
I am in a situation now where a person is helpless, he doesn't know what to do, where to go, whom to look for a helping hand, where to find solace. And when such a situation you face, Leave it to God and the Destiny. He'll do what is best for you. Maybe you may not like His decision but one day you'll surely thank Him. This is what I am doing right now. I have done my part. Rest is with Him.